



He may not be the hippest guy in the world, but he's mine and I love him. We are still playing the waiting game, but the one thing I know for sure is that he/we are ready for a change. Last night we were talking about the fact that he has the next two weeks off from preaching, and it hit him that he was actually going to miss it (which means he won't know what to do with himself). It also confirmed for me that he is ready to be a pastor (somewhere). Its really scary not knowing where you may be at the end of the year (job wise) but I think we both are at the point where we are OK, with just letting God lead the way (and believe me that's not easy to say or hear. And it changes from day to day). All I know is that we both want to be where God plans for us to be otherwise all of the wishing and dreaming in the world will not make a difference if we are not aligned with his plan and purpose for our life. We know where we want to be (and actually admitted it out loud to each other the other day), which is kind of funny because we have spent the last two years trying not to get our hopes up. I know that I have done a lot of growing up in the last few months (yes even at 43) and that spiritually I just don't look at things the same way (Marc called it growing up). I will be the first to admit that I am scared to death of the thought of leaving what is comfortable but it will not have been the first time and I have the assurance of knowing that God is with us (always) and he will provide (and it will be successful because it will be his hands in it). So even if Marc does not get his dream job, we will be fine. Our gifts can be used anywhere.....God does have a plan. We just have to be ready, and set to go!
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